User blog:CrystalNeonSummerSnow/It's For the Best

Sorry if this is short and bittersweet, but there's not much I can explain.

Okay, this is (in ways) an apology to Silverspark about something that had made me guilty for sometime: misjudging the Plight story. No, I hadn't made fun of it, but apparently, I've missed the point about Cyrilax. Let's face it, it's terribly hard writing a story about another user's original fanfic and I'm afraid that my story Bound is going nowhere.

I hope I don't sound whiny and pathetic when I say this, but I'm really sorry Silver. I'm owning up to it; you're a lot better at writing stories about Cyrilax then me by a LONG shot. And no, this isn't something to make you feel guilty over, but remember that summary about the story that had been written wrong on the main page (psychedelic thriller) and you had to rewrite it? Well... I sorta wrote that and felt bad when I realized I wrote it wrong. And after that, I realize that maybe you're better off at writing Cyrilax stories than me. Plus, looking back at how sweet and touching the ending was, I feel that it's best not to ressurect him or Carrie in this story; sure, Carrie'll be ressurected in a lot of stories, but not Cyrilax.

So, in other words, I'm deleting the story later on today.

Sorry if I sound like a drama queen, but that's just how I feel. I figure that maybe I should leave Cyrilax-writing to the original writer. And I hope that you don't take it the wrong way, Silver, cause I am in no way doing this intentionally to diss you; but let's also face this, our type of sinister clashes a lot. So... that's pretty much all there is to say. Don't worry, I wasn't really into Bound a lot, anyways. Besides, I've got so many story ideas, I could liquify them and pour them into the Grand Canyon.

That's all. Thanks for listening.

Crystal out.